And I'm good, good, good to go/I got to get away/Get away from all my of mistakes/So here I sit looking at the traffic lights/The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites/I want to run away I want to ditch my life/'Cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night/And after all of my alibis desert me/I just want to get by /I don't want nothing to hurt me /I had no idea where/my head was at /But if my heart says I'm sorry can we leave it at that/Because I just want for all of this to end
And I so hate consequences /And running from you is what my best defense is/Consequences/God, don't make me face up to this/And I so hate consequences /And running from you is what my best defense is /'Cause I know that I let you down/And I don't want to deal with that
It just now hit me this is more that just a set back/And when you spelled it out, well, I guess I didn't get that/And every trace of momentum is gone /Andthis isn't turning out the way I want
And after all of my alibis desert me /I just want to get by/I don't want nothing to hurt me /I had no idea where my head was at /But if my heart says I'm sorry can we leave it at that/Because I just want for all of this to end
And I spent all last night/Tearing down/Every stoplight/And stop sign in this town/Now I think there might/Be no way to stop me now/I'll get away despite/The fact I'm so weighed down
All of my escapes have been exhausted /I thought I had a way but then I lost it/And my resistance was once much stronger /And I know I can't go on like his much longer
When I got tired of running from you/I stopped right there to catch my breath/There your words they caught my ears /You said, 'I miss you son. Come home"/And my sins, they watched me leave and in my heart I so believed/The love you felt for me was mine /The love I'd wished for all this time/And when the doors were closed /I heard no I told you so's/I said the words I now you knew
yehey! we're second in our dance competition! and overall sa intrams.. and also sabi second rin kami sa class decoration! haha serioso 2nd palagi! and it's funny.. hehe.. yeah boi! a lot of people said our dance was cute! and we shouldve won 1st! but hey 2nd place aint bad. and yes, we had a couple of mistakes so i guess nakita ng judges.. but it's aight! we're going to have a victory party! that'll be a lot of fun.. :D
haha! ang tagal ko nang hindi nagbblogg. this is because... i dont want to anymore! ahahah.. hehehe.. hehe... he.... yeah... seriously.. sorry for all ya'll who visit my blog. i'm just droppin' by to just leave a short message.. hehe.. well, ok naman ako, 78 days to go 'till summer! woohoo! (well it's kind of a bummer since mukang matagal pa yun) i'm lookin' forward to summah! yea!..
oh MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of you! well it's kind of late already but hey i greeted you! ano pa ba? ano pa ba? ummm.. oh yeah school started today after 2 weeks(?) of our Christmas vacation (oh, those were the good old days.. haha). Christmas was fun, got to spend time with the familya in Marikina. and New Year's Eve was fun too, we stayed here at home, we ate delicious steak and fries! hehe! and we watched fireworks outside our house. pretty cool. and the next day we went to town and ate at CPK.. then after that we went to Bizu and ate this small, expensive yet delicious chocolate cake. i felt sick after eating half of it.. it was so delicious but sickening at the same time.. haha.. eh.. so.. umm yun lang.. love ya'll! i'll make a post when i feel like it! haha.. bye!.. :D
ola! hehe.. i am sooo sorry to all of you for not blogging!.. i havent been posting lately. well that's because nasira ung phone namin so ndi na ako maka-internet, pero matagal na naayos, ahahaha! but i didnt feel like posting, i dont know kung tinamad ako or... *gulp* ayoko nang magblog... ahaha! hehe.. siguro i had better things to do. well anyway, i'll blog again today!
kanina we had our class concert. it was fun and, ofcourse, ninerbyos nanaman kami. but it was fun. we sang Bongga Ka 'Day.. and we (me, karina, nina, and alyssa) all had cute outfits. me, alyssa and karina danced and sang, and nina played the guiiiiiiitar. it was fun! but it was, errr, funner? ahaha basta, more fun practicing. we only had last night to practice. ehehe.. 'cause alyssa went to singapore and plus we were busy with other stuff, to be specific, Romeo and Juliet! hahaha.. so yeah.. i'll post pics of the class concert someday! hehe..
oh yeah last night we had one of those practices for Romeo and Juliet play at kaye's. we painted the props. it was really fun.. hehe.. bonding session nanaman ng mga tao sa class. super saya, puro tawanan and dancing and eating and painting and picture taking.. haha..
well sige yun nalang muna.. havtah do my filipino homework.. :D
oh, wait, napansin ko parang tawa ako ng tawa dito sa post ko, puro ahaha or haha, or hehe.. anyway.. see yuh!:D
it's exactly 12:59am right now! hehe.. i'm still not sleepy, i slept earlier. for like 2 1/2 hours. i dunno if sleep(iness?liness?) will strike anytime soon, but when it does, it strikes hard, baka bumagsak lang ako dito.. haha! sige couple of random thoughts nalang muna.. dont you just miss the random thoughts?? haha.. i sure do.. i think, well, not really.. but yeah..
recently, we got our trig LT results.. my score's 33/40!! woohoo! im happy about that, well i mean i could've done better, but compared to the majority of my classmates' scores, i'm high! woohoo.. and trig is not a good subj for me, it's hard! but yeah! really happy about my score.
yesterday we had this POIS/PACT test. it's one of those tests to test your IQ or something.. hehe.. basta, the first part was this career rating thing, and i picked careers that were more into arts and business.. so yeah, that says alot about what i want to be when i grow up. ;P
there was also this part where it was kind of a trick question test. hehe.. nakaka-low self esteem yung part na un! kasi ndi ko natapos ung 3 parts.. and like there were 30 questions in each part, and we had 3 mins. to answer them. and in all of 'em i finished only 25 questions.. kulit!.. haha.. as in when i was in the 3rd part, i just knew when i was in #25 that time was up. and exactly! the time was up.. haha.. goes to show pareho lang ang speed ko sa mga number, letter, and alphabet tests.. haha.
kanina, my sister was looking for family pics for her basketball thing.. hehe i dunno, but anyway. so my mom took a lot of pics from her closet. it was so.. i dunno, funny?, irritating?, weird? haha.. i looked at old pics of myself, i was uuuuuugly.. i mean, yeah i was young, didnt have a sense of style, didnt know how to fix myself.. but woah.. uuuuuuugly.. ahahaha!... i was cute in some of 'em but the others! ahahaha!.. halatang tomboy ako sa mga ibang pics doon eh.. haha.. sana ndi na ako mukang ganun! do i? ahaha.. i sure hope not!
yun nalang muna..
byeeee..
see ya'll around..
right on my tagboard!
oh and one last thing, "you think you know, but you have no idea"..
it's exactly 1:05 am right now.. inaantok na ako.. but i have this urge to blog.. kahit na i posted 1 kanina.. that's why i advise you to READ MY PREVIOUS POST.. i'm using our "free access" of our internet card. hehe.. so lubusin na 'to!.. haha.. here are random thoughts that i have.
no offense, but Filipino rock is so played out na, for me.. the songs are always the same! it's starting to irritate me. there are Filipino rock bands/singers that do have a different style, those i appreciate! but ung iba talaga pareeee-pareho nalang.. and even the words don't have meening. typical rock song na nga wala pang substance ung kinakanta.
i hope your not mad at me after saying my first random thought! hehe.. yung IBA lang naman, not all of 'em.. :D
i like american rock bands. 'cause there really good in making songs. like the beat, the words, the sound.. etc.. mahusay, mahusay.. (ehem.. switchfoot!, relient k!)
"don't say that a person can dress well until you reach the shoes..." hehehe.. i literally mean this.. this is my quotation! yey meron akong quote.. haha.. 'cause remember? me and my mom went to the mall a week ago, so ofcourse you're not the only one in a mall right? there are other people there.. and i am a very observant person.. hehe.. and wala lang..so i observed how people dressed, and i saw people who can dress well, but i realized that when i reach the shoes, it ruins the outfit.. haha.. that's just my shallow revelation, and i just want to share.. hahaha.. this can have a deeper meaning.. but im too sleepy to think of it.. i'll get back to you on that! if you've thought of one, tell me.. haha
i think that's it.. nahihilo na ako sa antok.. hehe.. anyway.. yeah.. see you!:D
"if you wanna be somebody, if you wanna go somewhere, you better wake up and pay attention"
i just want to blog for a while before i....... DO MY IRRITATING HOMEWORKS!!!!!.. well actually halos tapos na ako.. but still!!! argh.. haaaaayy.. i'm good, i'm good.. but aaah!.. basta..
THIS IS SHORT, I PROMISE, JUST LOOKS LONG..
so remember when i told you that StarWorld showed Sister Act 2? and how it was a wish come true, 'cause i haven't watched that movie for a long time? right? right? well... hindi nanaman nila pinalabas!! hindi na nila pinalabas ulet!! these are the times when i appreciate replays!! hahaha!.. "if you wanna be somebody, if you wanna go somewhere, you better wake up and pay attention" is like my song of the week.. i've been singing it ever since i watched the movie.. haha!.. and "im down with my G-O-D! yeah you know me (or him??)!... what have you done for him lately.. *tan tananan!* ooOooOhh yeah!.."...
i'm still doing my homeworks.. tss.. currently i'm doing my homework in Filipino.. i just found out that it should be copy and answer!.. haaaaay.. buti nalang masaya para sakin ang mag-type. and buti nalang it's not handwritten! haha.. ung ibang homeworks natapos ko na... well, konting changes nalang.. but yeah.. hehe..
this whole sem "break", i've been sleeping at 3am and waking up at 3pm.. haha yes i know 12 hours of sleep.. haha!.. you would think it feels good to sleep for that long, but it doesn't.. you wake up with pain in your back, a headache, and pain in your neck.. nooot good.. but still i do it.. haha.. tuloy, the day seems so short. mali, mali ang aking ginawa.. dapat nilubos-lubos ko na ang mga araw kong walang ginagawa.. haha.. but it's so hard to get up in the morning, when you can just lie down and be a bum. haha..
i just want to CHILLAX.. but circumstances don't seem to let it happen. which i guess is good, at least you're not being unproductive.. or for short you're productive! hehe.. (is that a shocker to hear that from me for some of you?? haha)..
oh, you like the background song? i like stacie orrico, she's such a telented singer. and plus she's Christian. cool eh? hehe.. i love this song.. i was planning to put her other songs, like "maybe i won't look back", "bounce back", and "security" but there's this error, ayaw niya mag-play kasi mali ata ung link.. but, yeah.. ganda parin naman ung "hesitation" eh..
ooh! my mom just got back from i don't know where, hindi ko natanong, well actually sinabi nya sakin this morning but i wasn't listening! haha.. i was half asleep! i was like unconsious!.. hehe.. but yeah, she bought burger king! woohoo!.. food! food! food!.. haha!.. sige, i'ma eat now! and take a shower later.. and do my eeek!.. homework *gulp*.. oh and..
how are you guys?! write on my tagboard naman oh! i know that you guys are reading this, how do i know? seeeecreeet.. haha.. but i just want you to write on my tagboard! shoutouts naman dyan oh!.. haha!:D well, peace out! seiyuh! yeeuh! yeeuh!:D
hey i just want to make this quick blog.. well, i'm not sure if this'll be a quick one i might get carried away along the way. haha.
well this day was homework day.. tss i was really ready to burst kanina.. grrr aaaaah!! ang daming gagawin!.. these are the following homeworks that i have to finish this week.
Chemistry investigative project (chapter 1)
Chemistry experiment paper (post-lab)
English (major and minor conflicts of Animal Farm)
Filipino (read Dekada '70 chapters 1-10)
Filipino(guide questions forDekada '70)
As you can see, i'm only done with my English! BUT my investigative project just needs very little change nalang, and i'm in chapter 10 na in Dekada '70. and i'm half done with the guide questions. so far im good. hehe.. well, enough of that.
kanina on starmovies they showed Sister Act 2!! woohoo! hay ang ganda talaga ng movie na yun. ang galing nila kumanta sobra. hehe.. and it was a wish come true dahil ang tagal tagal kong hinintay mapanood yun ulit.. haha.. well sige.. this is quite short?? heehee.. it is short for me! haha compared to my previous post.. haha. yeah.. sige.. see yah!:D
hi everyone!! it's already 11:34 in the evening at this very moment.. i am sleep already.. but i still want to make this post.. and read the shoutouts at the end of this post.
it's already our so called mid-year "break".. tss.. dami namang gagawin.. haaaaay.. i'ma chillax, i'ma chillax... inhale! exhale! hoooo.. hay... whatever.. i'm just gonna do what i havtah do.. and that means... yes.. im going to do my homeworks on my "break".. ayoko nang isipin.. magagalit lang ako.. ito nalang..
i just finished doing my CL assign for our group work thing about the advent wreath.. it was pretty quick lang.. so yea, my eyes are ready to close right now.. haha.. oh! i'll tell you about my day yesterday and today!
yesterday i went out with my mom. we went shoppehng!.. it was pretty fun but hecka tiring! haha.. we went to sm first.. i wanted to buy shorts, so we went to different parts of sm to find one.. then we went to penshoppe, and there! there were these cute shorts. i ended up buying the beige (spelling?!) shorts with thin pink stripes.. it's really nice, and it was fast buying it.. we just went inside the store, tried it on, and then bought it! haha!.. my mom wanted me to buy one more but i said that i'm fine with the one i bought already.. *nice daughter face* hahaha!.. but seriously im good, im good. hehe.. and then after that we just shopped for my mom.. kakapagod! mas lalo na kung kasama ko si mama!.. haha! and then we ate and stuff..
today naman! i went to jam's (jamina muñaque's) house. jam, karina, alyssa, nina, marga, tracy, not-not, ian, em, and rey went.. we practiced for our romeo and juliet play. i'm lady capulet! haha.. i have 3 (or 4?) lines, but that's just fine! hehe.. oh and i just realized kanina that i have the last line! wohooo! finale! hahaha! sana ndi nila i-revise.. haha!.. anyway, we also bonded. meron pa kaming mga workshop workshop na ndi naman namin sineryoso.. tawa lang kami ng tawa.. haha.. we had the "trust" exercise, the "feel your partner" exercise, that's when you close your eyes and see if you can follow your partner's actions, tapos yung sculpting exercise.. haha totally funny.. but yeah anyway.. kanina, 'cause nina brought her camera phone, so hiniram ko, and as most of you know, when vanity strikes it strikes hard!.. ahaha.. kuha ako ng kuha ng video ng sarili ko.. kasi gustong gusto ko mag-edit ng video sa phone na yun! nakakatuwa.. made numerous mtvs.... we also ate. we ate spagetti and tuna sandwich.. sarap nung sandwich! haha.. ung mga tao pinag-tritripan ako, sinasabi nila na ako ung uubos ng sandwich na napakadami.. haha.. yeah, that IS possible! hahaha.. but i didnt.. but i was eyeing all of 'em.. haha! just kiddng.. tapos after eating we watched our intrams dance last year. hehe pinagtawanan lang namin si rey.. haha..
after chillaxin' for a while we continued working in jam's room.. hehe.. and then at around 6:30 i went to nina's house. pinakita ni nina ung mga shirts nila na nabili sa states.. hehe.. then after that we just played the guitar, listened to music, made kwento kwento and i continued making an mtv of myself.. then finally i made a good one!.. of myself! haha.. sinave ko sa phone nya hopefully makuha ko ung clip! hehe.. so then at around 8:00 pm my momma picked me up already..
me and my mom then went to chowking and ate A LOT.. haha sobrang nabusog ako.. tas after that we went home and i watch 'a cinderella story' while yming with nicole, and kuya and sandali lang with jam.. and then yun! so now i am typing this.. i dont think anyone will reach this part of my post but my family.. haha.. so yeah.. tinamad na ata mga tao just looking at this post.. so yeah anyway yun nalang ang aking masasabi ngayon.. see you all.. hehe bye!..:D
oh and yeah... SHOUTOUTS!!
ate niki » i like your layout. but the song is really irritating, sorry couz... -> how dare you! never diss jojo or her songs!.. haha just kidding.. well i love it so i'll keep it! haha.. Mytch » i like the black layout.. but this is nice too -> hehe yea, but i was getting depressed with the black one.. parang ang lungkot-lungkot nun eh! haha.. Ate Pee-anne » and also, tell us if you want another color..so we can padala thru whoever na uuwi dyan...kasi you know naman, your kuya is the havaiana planner for general pants co...hehehe =) -> oh? si kuya ung planner ng havaianas?? i dont quite know wat that means but it sounds cool!! black naman gusto kong color.. ung may design, may nakita ako ng ganun dito sa phils, ganda sya.. size 7 1/2 fits me well. yun nalang siguro ung size.. hehe.. but don't worry i'm wearing my brown one.. kahit it's a little big i still can wear it. :D Ate Pee-anne » ey bebe sista! you are welcome..kami ni kuya aaron mo ang bumili nung havaianas...too bad lang it's big for you...maybe you should be a size 8???
wow.. it's already 12:48am! haha.. late na.. so i'ma sign out now. *swoosh*
hey i havent blogged here for quite some time.. again. haha.. you should be used to it by now! haha.. i changed the color and stuff here in my blog.. halata ba??.. ahaha! well, i want to blog here a little tonight.. so..
kanina my mom got miea's (my niece's) dvd and our havaianas from australia.. my flip-flop is brown, it's nice. but a little big.. kanina i was badtrip.. but now i'm alright with it.. it's still nice!.. thank you ate pee! and kung sino pa bumili nun! hehe.. i love it!.. hehe.. miea's sooooooooo cute!!! aaaaaah! kanina talagang nakatutok ako sa tv eh! haaaaaaaaay.. i want to see her na! i'm so excited for next summer! cuz im going there for my vacation! yehey! makikita ko na family ko dun!.. sana it'll really push through! haha..
hmmm ano pa ba kwento?? wala na, un nalang.. haha! sige i'll see you guys! mwah! love yous!:D oh! 2 days 'till mid-year break! wooooohooooo! vacation-- for a week-- -_- but still! vaaaaacaaaation!:D
inside joke of the day: "aaaaaaaw... loooooooser" *melgar girls' inside joke..* haha actually you'll get it.. kasi diba, naawa ka, pero hinabol mo ng "looooser" haha.. tinawag pang loser eh noh?.. hope you guys got that! haha..
oh and!...
Happy Birthday Kuya AARON(my older brother, just in case yaw'll don't know)!! woohoo! love you! and miss yah! mwah!:D
-> how dare you! never diss jojo or her songs!.. haha just kidding.. well i love it so i'll keep it! haha.. 
